ok..  a couple of weeks ago, i was excited to take this SAP course in this school here in makati.. but now, i dont want to anymore. i dont really know what changed my mind. i actually dont know what was going through my head when i thought of it in the first place(probably too much yamapi) . 

i still actually want to study SAP but not the one being offered in the school i mentioned above but a different track(i recently found out that there are a lot of SAP tracks available). i found a different school that offers the SAP-ABAP course(SAP programming) that i sooooooo want to take but it is extremely expensive, like 350000php for the training. there is no way i'd spend for that... so now im torn.

will i continue to pursue SAP or shift to a different technology like Oracle or something else? 

im so confused...